Today marks another day that i have found myself struggling with keeping my faith. I haven't always been the religious type, it all started in my second foster home. I learned about god and really wanted to change my ways. Which i did good there for awhile. Until i lost hope in myself.. I still pray daily, and before i eat. I try to do all good, christian like things as much as i possibly can.. Yes its a struggle, but my mind is set to do it. Any who back on track, I have no clue who reads my blogs, but if your reading this and have any feedback, comments, questions.. ANYTHING! id love to hear it. At this very moment i am struggling with keeping my faith, i don't want to go into deep detail about my situation in this blog, but i am praying to return home on the 25 of September. Everyone keeps telling me something different and i don't want what their saying to happen.. I am and have been praying to return home on the 25 of September.. I am trying not to lose my faith but i am struggling now more than ever. I used to turn to other things when feeling like this but i know that i just cant do that anymore, so I'm turning to blogging! My readers are what will keep me focused. I might even start a vlog. But back to topic, Is there anyone out there with any great advice on this? Do i pray on how to cope with this struggle? i know i should just let god do his work and give him all these problems, and i do try to do that.. i just feel like i failed him & now he wants me to be punished? Maybe not the case but i am praying with all my heart to come home, and I'm trying so hard to keep my faith. i do understand that god works miracles, and anything is possible through him. this is what has kept me from giving up so far. and i will continue to do so, if theres any one out there that can help, please give me the advice.